we break up !

was a week over a day I broke up with him.exactly on 17 April 2012 and already more than a month we do not meet and communicate.oh God it really hurt me.I can not describe this pain because it is so very painful. I never imagined he could be like this. with no apparent reason and without explanation, he decided the relationship unilaterally without the consent and compromise to me.Can you feel how sick and sad I was to be treated like this.  I was very depressed, hopeless, and very deep sense of loss and feel like half a heart that goes. I conclude that this is just a communication problem, but he makes it appear as if everything I'm always wrong, and discuss other issues. but I can not deny I'm wrong but that does not mean he can always blame me because he also had to correct yourself. so should we have to correct yourself together do not blame each other like this. because no man is perfect, as well as me and you who must have done something wrong even though we often do not realize. now I'm trying to get up, trying to improve themselves and most importantly, learned experience.I'm trying to not look weak in front of everyone and also in front of him. despite the fact I was very fragile and weak. i  want you to know that I'm still waiting for you here. and I'm really hoping get back with you. and we can repeat all of the wonderful story of love we both. and I also want you to know that I miss you so bad and I will always love you GREGORIUS AGUNG SURYO NARINDRO. I really want to see you and hug you again soon