now its gone

What do you do when you realize that all you ever wanted was what you always had?
Somehow knowing what I’m missing makes it hurt so bad…
When I needed some time away, you moved on like you should…
I guess it took me too long to see that what we had was good…
You tried to let me in again and trust me like before…
I really would give anything to re-open that door…
I told you a year ago I knew what I wanted- and what I wanted was you…
Too bad for me, today that is no less true…
I never imagined that one day we would really be apart…
Just know that no matter what I do no matter who I’m with, YOU are the one who is in my heart.